Let me back up.
One of my parttime jobs is working for our church. We do not have an office in the church, so I keep everything at my house. (locked up and password protected.)
Last night I was running a Windows update on the computer, and it crashed. I mean it crashed!!!! I was up til 130AM trying to coax it to
This AM I missed my alarm, so I missed my Body Pump workout!
I decided to give the computer one more chance. I rebooted, and after going thru all the 'stuff'. I was finally able to reset to factory defaults. BUT, this means I LOST everything!!! All my documents! Now, its running all the windows updates again. 77 of them. Thatll take A LONG TIME! I called my supervisor, and he was upset, but he didnt blame me, but was upset that we lost so much.
So while, my computer is updating I ran my wonderful son to my parents so he could mow, (He faithfully mows their yard every Saturday).
So, Im sitting here all alone, No computer, No TV, and I start to stalk the kitchen cupboards. I found a bag of Crinkle Cut Potato Chips. Open the bag, and started to eat. All the while, thinking about all the info I lost, and how long it will take me to get caught up. And the info Im to report to the church tomorrow. I kept eating, and eating. AND I DONT EVEN LIKE POTATO CHIPS!!!!!
All the sudden my throat started to hurt. I must not have chewed the chip completely, because one scratched the begeebees outta my throat.
Tha scratch was like, WAKE UP DEB!!! I stopped mid chew. spit out the mouthful in the trash can, and thot, 'What the heck!!' (Ok those werent the words, but I dont cuss out loud, so i wont repeat them here)
Now I feel like crap, its only been 30 mins, and my stomach is alreay churning. I have never had a binge before. EVER!!! It was like I wasnt even thinking. My hand went from bag to mouth to bag to mouth. It was kinda euphoric. I dont really know how to explain it.
I sure to goodness hope I never experience that again.
So of course now Im beating myself up over it, and I feel even worse.
WATER!! I need water!!!